Shitty day, shitty life

This week has been hell. Every single day my dreams are being crushed and my luck is being stripped off me. Sometimes I wish I could hibernate and get through this shitty days with slumber. 

Is it the wrong doings of my past? Or the karma I've coagulated throughout the year ? Please tell me. 

There is a saying "Even the sinner is once a saint" but honestly I wonder what sin have I sinned against ? Living my life with a smile and a strong will up in my mind - I wonder what I've done wrong? Why do such a thing happen to me? why must I deal with bullshit every single day? Why? Do God have an answer ?

I doubt 

Tired is a understatement for the shits I've been going through lately. My mind don't feel right and my body is 99% down. I want to give up. 

Please somebody stop the time. Stay with me a little while and let me take a deep rest. What should I do if I'm at the edge ? 

Good days don't last, and bad days won't stay forever. I know this well and clear but the problem is How long is this bad day gonna last...?

MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DEAD.

Wildest wolf