GFF

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Hey my wonderful readers ,
Yes yes i know I'm finally gonna blog after i don't know how many years , sorry about that . School has been occupying too much of my time and im juggling between my studies and time going out .
Alright you see the blog tittle up there ? yes GFF but no not the Girl Friends Forever ! Its Grades Family Future . So today i finally decided to take some time out and just think about my life now , like whats really the Biggest First piriority in my life and stuff . So ofcourse - Grades .
Grades. Well my SA2 just passed and frankly speaking , i amazingly did quite well like for the first time i actually have a couple of A's and i did not fail any subject at all OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ? /proud/ hehe but no i don't want to be an arrogant bitch so im feeding myself with humble pies ^^ so my Geography , History and Art had A , espiecially History i manage to get A1 :') while the rest are mostly B and C sigh , shall work harder to get all A and B only cheyy :P however my parents did not think of it as an improvement at all , wait its my father who think i did not improve and kept nagging to me to study study study , and this brings me to my next piriority in life - Family .
Family is very important because no matter what happen , they are the ones who truly accept you even your flaws and be there for you . For me , i have a love hate relationship with my family . A father , Mother and a sister with a huge age gap of 9 years . Despite all the quarrels and hatred we had , they never fail to be there for me when i was truly broken down . This year , i finally finished my probation and i must say , the probation had helped me and my family a lot . I hated my family at first , i resented them and build 'walls' that caused our relationship to drift further apart . However they sacrificed time and effort to make time for my probation , and we manage to talk thing out and bond , so my family is back together and I'm really contented to be in this family . Yes , we still quarrel and fight . But at the end of the day we will still remain as a family . F A M I L Y - Father And Mother , I Love You .

Lastly , future .
Future is just ahead of us , and it used to feel so far away from me but now its so close . I still remember how i wasted my entire sec 1 and 2 away , not giving a damn about studies . This year is a crucial year for me , after all the hardcore playing of my Lower sec years , i finally realize the importance of study and the goals i want to achieve in life . I'm aiming to get into Laselle to take art or maybe go some school and take Psychology course . Yea if i can i definitely want to enter Psychology , i know its going to be hard but im really interested in Psychology so i will work hard hehehe ~

Alright so thats all for this post , i know it is super wordy and you guys most probably don't give a fuck . But i think it is time where i sit down and really think about the priorities in my life . Right now im actually having the most important exam - EOY and honestly speaking i am not at all satisfied with the first few papers like Geography and Chem , like i felt that i did not give all my best and apply every knowledge i learnt . Whatever , its too late to regret anything now . So anyway i think im most probably gonna udate my EOY result together with my next post ? SEE FIRST , hahha my schedule is really packed so please understand :( alright so i guess thats all for this post , thank you for reading all the way ( i don't think anyone did ) and i appreciate it alot
and with that
sayonara ~

picture of the post : its been a while 

ps : i have changed the background and hover colours of my blog because i think its time for some change and also because i was bored :P i guess im into a lot of floral lately <3

ohh yea and i have started using soundcloud to record my singing when im bored so please support and follow me ! kekek

Bazzar night

Hey lovelies
so yea as told on my previous post , i would be posting a lot of my past events that i didnt manage to blog about since i was busy . Ok so bazzar night was an outing i had with my class - 3Excellence :) best class ever , and i super love my classmates to bits and pieces . That day things was super hectic cause i had to rush around going to different classes and attend to some important matters like crazy . After school i have to go for my higher mother tongue class then rush to art class to help out my art teacher , then had trainings with my juniors for NDP parade and after that go for NDP parade pactice then home to bathe till i finally meet them . CAN YOU SEE HOW SHAG I WAS :( but oh well it was all worth it because we really had a great night enjoying ourselves so its ok ~ but as usual i was late to meet them so end up they had to wait for me at Simpang Bedok for dinner before we take bus and go gey lang for bazzar night

At simpang with my ginas ♥

ok heres a lil video of us taken by shannon ~

as you all know , what girls do best during bus ride ? CAMWHORE

greetings from my lesbian partner shannon 

and that bloody woman kept taking my unglams photos hmph >:(

so at geylang , the night there was crazy and everywhere was filled with people . Since it was so crowded , we kept getting seperated from each other and is super epic x) Mostly bought food at the bazzar which is damn nice especially the DENG DENG like omg guys you must try it , it d e l i c i o u s . Finally we were all tired and we decided to walk to the shopping mall there to rest and continued to camwhore :P

Mummy bao ~

so yea we slacked all the way before we walk back to take a bus home . . . more picture time ! 

Raizan , Firdhause , shannon and me :)

pardon my blur face /hides/

heyy

Raizan , shannon , alya , char siew and me ! kekeke

me and sister in law - alya ~

so yup ended the night outing with them as we were all super tired , especially me since i still have CCA early in the morning the next day >///< reached home around close midnight and my eyelids were super heavy like i can literally fall asleep anytime ~.~ ok thats all for this post , please stay tune as there would be a lot more events coming up , waiting for me to blog .

alright and with that 

sayonara ~

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♥ Me and my favourite girls ♥