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Hey there it's Luna
Well, this is a dark dairy of mine where I pour out my feelings into every word. It's a strange blog but it's probably the best way to convey my feelings without being hurt.
I hope you don't find them too weird and with that, I wish you a fun time reading...


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Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Luna

Hey there 
If you're a reader that has been reading my blog since the start of me blogging then you would know that my name is Lim Xing Zi which is 林幸子. However ever since little Ive really disliked my "old fashion Chinese name" and always found myself envying the little kids who has cool English name .. You get what I mean ? 

Hahahaha so yeah , for years I've been thinking about getting myself an English name and I even asked my mother why she didn't gave me one and she said 
"When the time comes , you'll find your own suitable English name and make it yours" 

So yes I've tried out a few such as Jane (please don't laugh I was purely innocent and had limited knowledge) but one day I stumbled on the name ...
Luna 

Luna ? Hmm interesting and mysterious name . It gives a visual of fun , witty and bubbly yet it also brings much curiosity within. And with futher readings ,I found out that Luna means "the moon" in Latin. Luna was the Roman goddess of the moon, frequently depicted driving a white chariot through the sky. So pretty gosh I love it ❤️

And yes I am very attached to Wild wolfs because they are such majestic , intelligent , strong beasts who travels in darkness, hunting for their prey. They howl to to moon when the moon glace brightly in the night sky , bringing life to darkness and darkness to light. Thanks to my insomnia problems I've always told myself to be a wolf and be strong to overcome the night. Another sun I witnessed through the night is another battle I had fight. Thus I nickname myself "wildest wolf"

Luna suits me perfectly and there's not an inch of flaw I could find in that name. Despite the curiosity of others when they first hear the name Luna would be intriguing , many would definitely hurl nasty comments . But who cares ? I love it and it's not up to anyone to stop me changing my descision to live as Luna , and name myself the moon.

"So .. Hi there , my name is Luna" 

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Give you what you like.

This amazing song sang by Avril Lavigne has been stucked in my head ever since the first time I've heard it on the radios. It summarise the things I've been going through (mostly relationship) and its really crazy how it is so relatable and makes me want to kill myself.


"Please wrap your drunken arms around me
And I'll let you call me yours tonight
Cause slightly broken's just what I need
And if you give me what I want
Then I'll give you what you like

Please tell me I'm your one and only
Or lie and say at least tonight
I've got a brand new cure for lonely
And if you give me what I want
Then I'll give you what you like

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
So don't turn on the lights
I'll give you what you like

Emotions aren't that hard to borrow
When love's the word you never learned
And in a room of empty bottles
If you don't give me what I want
Then you'll get what you deserve

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
I've got this scene in my head
I'm not sure how it ends
Is it love?
Maybe one day
So don't turn on the lights
I'll give you what you like

I'll give you what you like

I'll give you one last chance to hold me
If you give me one last cigarette
By now it's only in the morning
Now that I gave you what you want
All I want is to forget

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
I've got this scene in my head
I'm not sure how it ends
Is it love?
Maybe one day
So don't turn on the lights
I'll give you what you like"



Avril Lavigne - Give You What You Like Lyrics.

I just lost all my direction and forgotten the way back. I came so far to only finally realize that the road I'm taking might bring me to hell. Whats wrong with me ? Why must my life be such a crumbling mess.

will post a proper blog post soon but till then , I'm just gonna soak myself in my black world.


Wildest Wolf