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Well, this is a dark dairy of mine where I pour out my feelings into every word. It's a strange blog but it's probably the best way to convey my feelings without being hurt.
I hope you don't find them too weird and with that, I wish you a fun time reading...

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Saturday, May 23, 2015

101 Shitty things in life

101 shitty things in life 
101 shitty things in life

This is my list of shitty things in life and I hope you'll find them relatable...

waking up late
rushing for school
morning crankiness
the irritating kid in the bus
long bus rides without earpiece
long bus ride with dying phone
judgemental teachers
fucked up society
double standards
being accused
being misunderstood
not being good enough
a pile of homework left undone
when you give in your best but the result is unfavourable
when you are in a room of better people
when you deem yourself to be worthless
when you know that you're easily replaceable
when you try your best to be as useful as possible
laughing at your insecurity
faking a smile
trying to fit in
low self love
when youre broke and you are starving
when cash flow was a problem and you had to eliminate any source of unnecessary cash such as a beverage     
When you have no place to go
No one to turn to
No one cares
Shittyness in life are inevitable and my list for it can go on forver. However you need to learn to pick yourself up from it regardless of how much you want to give up.

Last night my boyfriend, Xavier broke up with me at 12am sharp. This mark the end of our 6 month relationship which is also my longest relationship.
Despite the shittyness drowning inside me, I still pick myself up and carry on with my project works and studies. Why ?

Because I learned it the hard way, because I know if I just give myself up now no one will bother to pick me up. Remember my previous relationship? Yeah, I screwd myself. I gave up and it affected me greatly especially as I was taking my O levels. Because I gave up, my result was shit and I had to use mother fucking taekwando which I don’t like and force myself to endure through the trainings because I want to get in Temasek Poly. Yeah true story ain’t making shit up.

So don’t give up and eventually things will turn for the good. And regarding my break up, as bad as it sound I know I never regretted my relationship with him.
He taught me a lot and I never felt happier with him. Very unfortunately the stars don’t give me sign and the moon aint showing tonight. Love is a word I never learnt and broken pieces is what I need. Shame on the fate and guilt in the tongues, to turn our head back and trace our palm. To not blame ourself but for Cupid’s mistake, and go back in time to find our own fate.

101 Shittyness in life does not ends here, to go further with endurance and remember. Never give up is three simple words, but it can change you even at your worst.

ending this post we a collage we took at his birthday
this are the days we won't forget
this are the day we won't regret

wildest wolf

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

changed my url to because I am the wildest wolf 
Hey dearies

yeap yeap I'm back and how's everything going ? Poly Life has just started for me and I'm at the verge of going wild.

Endless of lectures and unfamiliar modules are running through my head !!! GOSH

Please let me survive my next 3 years peacefully 

Lets put that agonising pain aside and focus on the happy thoughts . As I'm a JPSAE student (meaning i used my special talent to ge into the school , for the case here i used Taekwando. Thus i have to be in the Taekwando CCA for the next 3 years...
there goes my dream to be a cheer leader :(

Nothing much to type so why not spam this post with my addiction to selfies due to my incorrigible vain personality? 

First Day Of School

(left to right) Yu Qi, Man Ling and Alicia 

sometiems i don't even know why we are friends

But maybe thats why I'm happy to have them around for my poly years <3

Class Photo 


My lil seaweed alicia 

Alright thats all for this post, wanted to update you guys about my current because I'm always neglecting my Blog. Another Chapter of mine has started and looking back i never want to regret to crazy life I had. Would this chapter crash into another mess in my life ? Who knows. All i know is thank you guys for reading my post all this while for you've seen the changes and the development of my life. As mush as i try to be happy i know deep down that it is not. But whatever's the case i know that i can always come back to this little blog of mine and pour out all my feelings. 
Thank you guys for reading 
you're like my little unicorns

Ending off with a picture of me after Taekwondo 

Wildest Wolf