Hurricanes Devils and Drugs

I finally understood why Hurricanes were named after people,
Never ever thought this love would be so regal.

With Heaven cursing from one end of the sky,
Thankful for Devil to sleep by my side.

And yet it never felt like it was ever complete,
A cocktail of Pain, Love, Guilt served with side dish of Greed.

Sadly even alcohol couldn't turn blind to the lies, 
The truth only hurts the souls that breakdown at night.

Given a chance to choose between you and drugs,
I wouldn't hesitate to trip on acid fucks.

Silently wishing you never came back,
My awful heart rather fall in love with crack. 

Drowning myself in this endless sea of pain,
Loving you was so hard I went fucking insane.

While you scolded me for not loving myself,
The irony of an addict who gambles love like wealth

I hated myself for loving a monster who killed me everyday.
Mentally leaving, Physically stayed. 

For the longest time, I wasn't able to love nor feel.
Without you in my life, my happiness were real. 

I fell in love with the Devil himself who fabricated affection in my head,

I thought I finally had what I wanted- no baby this is hell instead.

I told myself to swear my love against the cold brutal arms,
But all I ever got on hand was a love concealed in harm. 

Pieces of me were left scattered on the ground,
Bitterly wasting my life on this merry go round. 

Riding on the carousel like the Grand high alive,

Thorns covered blades on horses - this bitch wouldn't survive. 

For this dubious ache of loving you,

I ripped pieces of me to heal your wounds. 

Loving you was like picking up flowers for my grave.

This love will be the death of me, this heart will rot in dismay. 

wildest wolf

D the Decoy

"Wish I may, wish I might. Find my one true love tonight. Do you think that it could be you?" - Lana Del Rey

Walking into hell never felt so familiar

Never knew the polaroids will ever turn blur

He gave me a pot of mixed emotions

Pain, love, hurt or past abandon?

A hopeless romantic, a liar of her word

Never wanted to get high on the verge

Just a faint substitute for paying back her soul

Nothing in the world could bring back the 'old

With empty hearts and a vacant body

Should the twins ever be the sin

May her coming days be filled with rain

Let the crack whore's feelings be in vain

As it is written so it must be done

Before you commit please pack up and run

Washing my facade down with every pain

I became the third piece in your game

A recipe to cook a cake for the blame

With equal parts of pleasure and equal parts shame

I emptied my heart with an eye full of rain

The shit in my head is an awful hurricane

Convincing myself that I'm purely insane
Fuck these feelings tearing my sane

Well acquainted with the villains inside me
Baby don't run, you're Joker I'm Harley

Caused you took a bite of the poison apple
 I'll promise you I'm fully at your disposal

So playdate daddy don't be afraid
This fabricated love will never be trade

(Now read from the bottom to the top)

wildest wolf

The Sixth Station

Waking up to a whole new world,
Was never an easy task.
Trying to recall every single memory,
Hoping these feelings would last.

In a train station within the ocean,
Was where I start my path.
Far beyond from this sedation,
Is where I fell for Lust.

A new name, a new game.
I was rebirth.
With full hate and nasty word,
Is where I lost my First.

I gave my all for everything I had,
And swore to leave someday.
But all that I had ever got on hand,
Was to find myself some way.

Each day fades into hell,
Each pain deeper then the well.
Finally I had reached some level,
To take the shortcut and meet the devil.

Opening the gates to an unending hall,
With broken dreams hanged on every wall.
Yet he turned out to be the perfect man,
A Devil, A Sin, My Awful Resent.


Wildest Wolf